http://www.mtv.com/news/headlines/001005/story3.html MTV.com 2000-10-05 By David Basham "Björk Talks Cinematic 'Affair' With 'Dancer In The Dark'" After winning a Best Actress award at the Cannes Film Festival in May, Björk is about to hit movie theaters in "Dancer In The Dark," which opens nationwide on Friday, October 6. In the Lars Von Trier-directed film, Björk plays the part of Selma, a single mother who copes with a disease that is causing her to go gradually blind by taking solace in daydreams fueled by Hollywood musicals. Even though "Dancer In The Dark" weaves musical sequences into its storyline, Björk recently admitted that it was tough to be separated from music while filming the role, despite the inspiration it provided for the movie's accompanying soundtrack. "I felt like I was having an affair when I did this film, from music," Björk said while doing press rounds for the movie. "I kept thinking [while I was] sitting on set, waiting somewhere in the middle of nowhere, slamming doors and screaming and crying, and wearing glasses, I was thinking, 'F***ing hell, if I could take this energy and make a song out of it, it'd be a pretty good song.'" Being able to compose original music for "Dancer In The Dark" turned out to be critical for Björk's involvement with the film, and the Icelandic singer-songwriter was able to secure and maintain a certain amount of artistic control over the music while negotiating the part with producers. "I wrote out a manifesto saying: I want to mix my own music," Björk said. "I want to be there if they change it and take part in the decision-making on my songs. I want to finalize my own CD when it's in the shop. I want to decide what picture goes on the cover of the CD. "It was only musical things," she added, "and it had nothing to do with the film or acting, because I don't know anything about films and I never pretended I did. So I came back and they signed the [contract] and everything was fine." Björk's "Selmasongs" soundtrack has already leapt into the upper half of the "Billboard" Top 200 album chart after selling more than 48,000 copies during its first two weeks in stores, according to SoundScan. But Björk was quick to note that said she didn't conceive of the EP as a true follow-up to her last album, 1997's "Homogenic," only as a reflection of her cinematic alter ego. "My solution was always to go back to Selma, what she would have liked," Björk said. "I mean, that's the reason, after I read the script, why I wanted to write this music. It was written from love to her. "When I decided that I would act, it was because of her. Then I decided that it wouldn't be right for a CD to pretend that it's a film, so I think they should be true [to each other]. Just as much, say, that a record should be a record, and a live performance should be a live performance." Despite drawing rave reviews for her acting in "Dancer In The Dark" Björk said it was still difficult for her to actually watch herself on the screen, mostly because of the incredible emotional turmoil Selma endures over the course of the film. "I think emotionally I could not attach myself to [the film], because it was just too much," Björk noted. "I've asked several actors and actresses about that, and apparently quite a lot of them just can't watch themselves afterward, because they just remember the meal they did before that scene, or it's something really trivial. So emotionally, I probably need a few more years before I can watch it as an outsider."