http://www.users.globalnet.co.uk/~marty01/bigiss/bi.html Big Issue 1998-12-06 By Vaughan Allen "Restless struggle to build a better Bjork" Change and experimentation are the mark of the ice maiden, and they're not to be confused with weirdness writes Vaughan Allen "I love music so much I could be arrested for it...I'm ill for life." Björk's voice is clear as glass down the line from Reykjavík, her accent caught somewhere between East London and mid-Atlantic, a strange mix lumbering "Innit?" and "Y'know what I mean?" with Scandinavian weird- speak. It's this mix, this strange struggle between insider and outsider, that leads to the cliché's about her kookiness. But everything she says makes perfect sense. It's just that it's a struggle to produce meaning from the clash of languages. Her most used phrase is "How can I explain?" as she launches into an extended metaphor, a nomadic journey through cultures, that finally makes sense 10 minutes later. It's this strange mix that makes her and her music so fascinating. There's a sense of never sitting still, of constantly re-engaging with herself and with the listener. Her recent work has pummelled styles, blended genres. The last album, Homogenic was anything but, a series of stories, songs and diatribes covered in chattering beats and lush strings, where her vocals found lines of flight out of melody, reconstructing strata of sound. This sense of struggle, of experimentation, informs all of her work. The Homogenic tour finally reached England last month. The gigs, she says, "are a mix of something planned and something allowed to be free. "It's very important not to try and rehearse or prepare too much, because you have to allow for growth. The first times are a struggle, then it gets better and better until every gig is unique. Maybe you can only really succeed one time in 10, but that's when you get freedom and destiny mixed precisely. That's when you get that ecstatic feeling all around your body". It's an ecstatic feeling that her fans know well. The eight musicians and one beatmaster who now form her band allow room to expand upon the recorded music to channel and develop new sounds and new methods of performance. And at the centre, Björk peels off her ear-shattering vocals, stretching listeners between whispers and screams, pulling them into her world. The personal nature of her lyrics has been fairly obvious for years. Both Homogenic and Post dealt with senses of cultural confusion, as well as the nature and progress of her private relationships. The new material that she's working on in Iceland is taking things in a different direction. Not that it's less personal, it's just an approach from a different angle. It's in talking about her new songs that her struggles to explain through metaphor becomes obvious. "My new material is more like another point of view," she says. "You can always do those songs where it's all like 'me, me, me', but it's like being round a friend's house and he's talking about himself for five hours, and you don't feel close to him at all. But then he starts talking about his favourite football team, and you're with him again. So it's not so obvious what's close and what's not. I've got to the point when I don't have to think in the terms of the 'I's' and the 'Me's', where I can sing about other people and about more transparent things." Not that she's rejecting the personal stance she has taken in songs of the last few years. "I'd been in bands from the time I was just a kid until I was 27, and I had all these songs bottled up inside of me, all the private songs that'll never be played for anyone," she said. And so I did three albums with my heart out there all on them, but now I want to think about the same thoughts, but dealing in different ways." This is a natural process for any artist as they grow and mature. They take on new styles, new sources of information, new experiences. Now 32, Björk has the freedom to experiment, granted by massive commercial success and an identity as a very strong individual. In a sense, it would be a commercial mistake for her to repeat herself. It would come as the greatest shock of all. "I have to move on all the time," she says, "it's like all the cells in your body die and you get new ones..." Within these changing styles, these changing faces, Björk remains obsessive about her own individuality. Her relationship with her fans is notoriously sensitive. It's got even more so since one of them tried to send her a letter bomb because of her relationship with Goldie, and another stalked her. Which can make it a problem sharing her most personal material with hundreds of thousands of people. "It's not my first nature trying to communicate with people," she admits, "so I decided almost consciously when I grew up that I wanted to try to communicate - it's so easy to live on your own and not have to worry about people. But it can be really tiresome when you have to share everything you do, when you play a song for the world and you come back and it's not yours anymore." She is saved, of course, by the strange forms she builds out of her life, the music crystallising out of experience. She is saved as well by her dual nature, her presence within both the Icelandic and the English worlds. The language that she sings in, English, is not her first. And she approaches English with an experimental air, constructing a free-flowing minor language that disrupts the laws and gravitational constructions of English grammar, English meaning. Her private language remains Icelandic. This is the language of her culture and of her 'self', as she explains, "I do interviews in English and I chatter away in English. I can pretend, I can do interviews and it's like a party game. It's not like I'm lying, but it's like I can play at a different version of me. But in Icelandic, I could never say those things, that's my own private sound. And so I've never done an interview in Icelandic". Her adventures within the English language are typical of immigrant experience of finding ways of dominating and controlling a language to which you remain an outsider, a foreigner. She keeps her life balanced between Iceland and London. In Iceland, she has a harbour-front home where she can work and do music. In London, she lives in Little Venice, and takes the opportunity to go, as she puts it, "bonkers". Her friends in London are her friends, she believes, because "they are immigrants as well. Even if they've lived there all their lives. Most of my friends are Asian or black or Turkish or whatever It's like we're immigrants united..." This sense of simultaneous outsider and insider-ship and of playing with notions of the two, seems to dominate her life. Talking about her teenage son, Sindri, she doesn't think he'll have as much of a struggle to deal with all the different cultures he is exposed to. "I've only been touring for about a third of my life, so it's still sometimes strange for me. But he's been touring since he was one. He's so pro it's scary It's like he was brought up like that and he doesn't find anything strange. Added to which, he's so good at packing. I haven't sussed that one out yet." For all the roles she has played within her music, she hasn't yet succumbed to the time honoured leap into acting. She had a bit part in Pret A Porter and was the lead in an Icelandic film, The Juniper Tree, in her early 20s, but apart from that she's done nothing. The reason she hasn't, she says, comes back to her own sense of individuality, her own need for control, for the desire to have a choice over the roles she plays with, the games she plays. "I can't be anyone else but me. It's like, the violinist in my band can breathe life into any piece of music. "However much you give her, just three notes, she can take it anywhere, can really bring it to life. So she's really good at putting on different things, at wearing different clothes. But for me, if someone asked me to wear a garment I didn't like, I'd probably just tell them to fuck off..." Which means that any acting she does involve herself with has to be the right part, something that will fit her properly. Her first major role will probably be as the lead in Lars Von Trier's new film, Dancer In The Dark, which goes into production next year. She hasn't decided for certain yet, but the fact that it's an old-style musical full of strings and dance numbers might help persuade her. Especially as she's going to be doing the music as well. Mostly, however, she thinks she'll do it because of Von Trier himself "The world of Lars is not full of schedules and plans. It's gorgeous and very impulse-driven. You have to drop the plot to enter that world, which is very exciting. He's a very good director, and I could just jump off a plane without a parachute and I'd trust him to catch me." Von Trier's films are full of character, like Björk - playing with identities, fractured by cultural miscegenation. His characters are always searching. Searching for something just beyond their reach, some form of peace. It may have been a similar search that led Björk and her boyfriend Howie B, to toy with the ideal of buying a Scottish island last year. The time, however, was not right. "Since I was a kid, I've had the dream of wanting to buy an island. But when I got there, I got really claustrophobic - so I have this fantasy still where I'll live alone on an island in a lighthouse with a pipe organ in the top. And I'll play the organ at night, and take care of my grandchildren who will think I'm a little mad. But I think I'll give that fantasy another 20 years. Or so..." Björk plays with the Brodsky Quartet at Bristol's St George's, Brandon Hill, Friday December 4. Bookings: 0117 923 0359